Holy smokes, the trip reports just keep coming!
Bummer about the trip, but I can understand how someone can convince themselves they're fine even when they're not. I got really close to going on my September trip last year even though one of my wrists was badly messed up - the thought of not going was almost unbearable, so I kept trying to convince myself it would be okay. In an odd coincidence I was booked for basically the same loop as you. Maybe Lavieille is bad luck?